Amy's sophomore year in High School just started and already everything is going wrong. Her long term girlfriend Andrea is going to jail, her chronic migraines are worse then ever before while her CT head scan results just came back - and it's not good news. As life starts quickly spiraling downwards, she finds herself lost in a dazed cycle of drugs, SI, and suicide. Can she crawl her way out of the dark hole, or will the pain take over and triumph? This is a real journal - a story of love and betrayal, life and death. This is her story.